The name Omar originates from both Arabic and Hebrew and means Long-lived as well as eloquent. the name Omar to certain extent portrays my personality in an unusual fashion; in certain aspects I do seem to fit the description of being long-lived since many of my classmates or at least my calculus classmates used to call me “grandpa” due to the extreme thought and patience i portrayed when solving mathematical equations. I also possess a wisdom and a manner of reasoning that is unprecedented ; this is evident when one considers the extensive philosophical research that I created. I, for some reason, sound very profound when I speak or rather my speech possesses a tone that states " Lo my words are of a great wisdom that cannot be comprehended by ye". The other definition of my name, being eloquent, does not describe me whatsoever since when one hears me speak the last thing they would ever think of would be eloquent. I have a hard time of thinking and speaking at the same time, that is why I would rather represent my thoughts through methods of writing.
The name Omar signifies my personality and represents me as an individual as well as being part of a family or communal organization. My first name possess a peculiar connotation that changed throughout time for example when I was in middle school when people heard my name they usually thought "so is this one the school’s top nerds; he is a bit awkward". In high school however after I started joining clubs and playing more sports I became pretty well known and I formed more complex social relationships with other humans; from there on the legacy of the name Omar was used to represent me as an individual. The name Omar also represents me as a part of a family unit since in the Levant culture it is common to call an adult in relation to the name of their eldest child , so for example my father is called " Father of Omar" by all others who share the same culture , so my name is also associated with what other people view our family as.
Of the situations where I was aware of being both an individual and a part of a whole, the most bewildering one was when I got into an argument with an AP ignoramus who was slandering the great integrity of the IB program and dismissing the program as a whole as a farce that was trying to brainwash students. In that situation the Student was stating that the IB program limits one's academic choices and therefore lowers the potential points one can earn in high school as opposed to taking AP classes which promote intellectual thought and critical research; after stating this the student then condemned me as an ignorant and arrogant IB zombie and that due to those qualities I would never understand reason. This situation, when contemplated upon, revealed that at that moment I was in a state of confusion since the student assumed that my counter argument would be based upon a stereotypical IB student response and that I possessed the infamous IB qualities of possessing a patronizing demeanor and great arrogance yet, I possessed a totally different argument that was reflective of my personal ideologies and convictions rather than that of the stereotypical IB student.
Being associated with a group or community is significantly different from being thought of as an individual since one is assumed to possess certain qualities that are prominent within a group. An example of this is when people look at me as a high school student and state since i am young of age that I still do not possess any convictions or thoughts on what I would like to do with my life as a grown up. This example shows how i am sometimes dismissed by people based on their assumptions of the qualities of the stereotypical high school student, and that since i fit into the category of being a high school student i obviously must possess the qualities defined by their preconceived notions; although possessing such an impaired syllogism those who possess this view helped me realize how confusing it can be when one is both an individual as well as a part of a larger whole.